Thursday, September 17, 2009
1:15 am

Working in Taka for more than a week now. Fate keeps bringing me back there, seriously. Dunno it is a jinx or a blessing.

In less than a week,
1) I got bullied by an co-worker auntie.
(I just found out that she's from the stupid mooncake booth. One day, I will put cockroaches into her mooncakes, those very tiny ones and her customers will mistake it as almonds. LOL! Just kidding..)
2) I almost lost $750.

Long stories anyway, but still surviving well. The funny thing is that even though I have been working for more than a week, I still dunno about my wage rate. XDD

Won't go into details until I got time to talk about it. So tired from working. Yesterday, I still went to MG after work, played some arm-wrestling and body-wrestling with some friends, now my body is aching and I gained alot of blue-black on my back from rolling on hard floor. XD But it had been a great fun. Haha!

I dunno whether I am being paranoid or what. But I think everyone is treating me with frustration. Ordering me around and giving me the frustrated look or reaction. It's kinda frustrating, actually. XD I hope I won't lose my cool either. PEACE!!!







晴天霹雳. 晴天霹雳. 晴天霹雳. 晴天霹雳.







Park Jaebeom, fighting!
Qiuling, fighting! *Rubbing my blue black on my back* Och.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009
12:42 am

I can't believe that I have not been reading allkpop.com for two days, I dunno that such big news have happened until shiwen tells me about it.

Not matter how, tired I am now, I still wanna to blog about it! It's too shocking, for god's sake.

JAEBEOM'S LEAVING 2PM!!! Hell, nooo...... Just because he commented that he hate koreans in his myspace account 4 years ago. This controversy is started by some ill-intentioned people who came across his comments and decided to blow it up. Now, I think that person must be very happy of this outcome. Ass him/her...

For people who dunno about anything about 2PM, a korean boyband or anything about Kpop, Jaebeom is the leader of a boyband called '2PM' that just celebrated their 1 year anniversary. He is a Korean-American who stayed in Seattle of America since he was born and only came to Korea after he passed the audition and went to Korea for training.

At that time the comment was made, he did not know much of the korean language and culture even though he is a korean, living in America all his life (Maybe some travellings.) Futhermore, it was made during his training period. Just think of how lonely and tiring one can be when everything seemed so foreign and unfamiliar? I mean without no friends and relatives ( assuming that he dun really communicate with relatives) and the language barrier made everything harder, harder to make friends and affect even the living of daily lifestyle and all. Furthermore, from what I know of Kpop, their to-be-artist 'trainings' are really very tough and in those companies, it's like a dog-eat-dog world and no one really knows whether they gonna get debuted after years of trainings.

The comment was actually posted by him to his America's friend. Kinda complaining to his friend, saying that he missed America and all. ( he said, '...korea is gay, I hate koreans... I wanna come back..') So you know it might be just casually said without actually meaning it. To be frank, I can't even remember what I said to my friend after 2 minutes. And don't decline that you never complain to people and saying things like hating this or that. I have said I hate alot of things before but I don't really remember seriously, thousand of times. (Too tired, mind shutting down.... Okay, it's an excuse. XD )

After the this controversy is blown up, he wrote an official apology to the public but some people is still not satisfied and wanted him to quit the showbiz or stuffs liddat.

What makes me so.. (I dunno.. angry?..) is that I came across a piece of article that said that a petition of "Jaebeom Should Commit Suicide" is created and about 3000 actually signed for it. (it was taken down.) I mean like, what's the hell.. just because he just casually said that 'I hate koreans' and he deserved to die?? Even if he really hated koreans, I believe he got no wrong because everyone have their choice to choose what to like or dislike. (I mean I am not saying that he hate koreans, I mean 'even if'.) Just because he is an artist, okay, understandable, he should not have say it, no matter if he personally do think so or not, but that comment was made when he was NOT an artist. And furthermore, asking him to suicide, these people, are you better than him? People just only commented about his interests but you petition people to die. Who is far worse and 'sinful'? People who says stuffs like this have no right to judge a person, seriously. You yourself need some reflections.



Anyway, he left 2PM and have wrote:

"Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebeom.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter.I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebeom" (Taken from Allkpop.com)

I think he acted on his own accord to quit and not asked by JYP to leave. He left for America yesterday. Nobody knows what's going to happen next.

By leaving 2PM, I think it's really hard for him to come back as an artist again; back to 2PM or solo singer. Possible but hard. Being a solo or a member in a group is very different. Too hard.....

If he was the one that made the quiting decision, I think he's too impulsive. The controversy started just a few days ago. Many artistes face bigger controversies or scandals, stay put to their stands. (Maybe went hiding for a month or two. lol. ) Or even dragged it for a few months before coming to a decision.

I really like him in 2PM. Haiz, I wish 2PM and Jaebeom luck. Hope things get better. Talking about it, I was very anticipated for their comeback on October for their 2nd album. Not anymore, not without Park Jaebeom.

I thought Dong Bang Shin Ki is the most unstable group being in lawsuit and all. Perpared to hear bad news any moments from them. But ended up hearing the most unexpected one, 2PM. Happen so fast.

I am tired. need to wake at 8am. now is 2am. (I hope 2AM stays peaceful. Another boygroup, 2AM.) Still have not bathe. Need to wait for hair to dry and all.







Xiah Junsu.
Jay Park Jaebeom.
HAIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.